Without You I'm Nothing

Happy holidays everyone!! May our last days of 2015 be filled with love and happiness, not greed! Unfortunately i cannot see my family this year, but i think -despite that i miss them so much, and skype is great but not the same- it's not a big sacrifice. Because i can be with the one who is the most important for me, who is my family. So, i couldn't be happier right now!
We just spending our first christmas together and i enjoy every moment of it, this is my best year ever!! (I love you so much and i hope that after reading this you come to me, eheheh)
Of course, i dedicate this blogpost to my one and only again. We met now almost one year ago and Jack wanted a post inspired by our first one so much, he couldnt wait until the actual date :D
I cannot beleive that this much time passed and my life totally changed in less then a year. At this time a year ago i was in a quite dark state, i was confused, hopeless and was feeling used. In february, a sparkle came in my life. Back then i couldn't have imagined that we will get so far together in such a short time. I always felt somehow that he is special (even before we first talked) but i could have never thought that i will go crazy for someone ever. Only after 3 months of knowing him i decided i want to live my whole life with him and i left everything behind. And i don't regret for a second!
Finally i found warmth, peace, adoration in my heart. I'm finally at home.

I love you.

Monsters Among Us

I dedicate this post again to the subject of our rotten, consumer society where people forgot that life is about loving others and using objects, not the other way. Buy stuff you think you really need (or wish for) because you cannot get out of this machine unless you chose to run away and build a hobo life creating everything for your own self. But don't let material consume you.

Silver and Cold

Hey there, it's been a long time! I'm ready for winter! Not that it means anything good, since every year i die a little at this time. I'm even more afraid now that being here on the cold North, i told Jack give me a blanket and wake me up in march... Whatever, i will try to hold on but if can't, i'm sure my baby will be here to warm me up :)
It's very busy times with creating and i feel a bit out of the order with blogging so will be very rare nowadays. I will try to keep up with making posts about my creations (that was the original purpose of this blog but laziness always wins in the end!)
Jack made a very cute velvet top for this cold season, check it out! It comes in default layer, TMP and Omega appliers! 8 beautiful colors! HERE
Also, if you want this amazing hands tattoo and cool boots check out the new Sanarae round! Hurry because many stuff are limited there -like this tattoo- will not be sold after the event!

Touch Me

Hey it's been a long time! I've been through a very busy month (months?) i didn't have time to blog at all. Was on a hype for creating but was enough for a while, im on a break until december now! So i can concentrate more on real life and my Jack, and blogging when i feel like it...
This dress im wearing is made by my love for Gen-Neutral, go check it out, you surely wont regret! I'm so proud of him learning so fast and leveling up with every new creation. (I remember well when you made that simple little bindi, dear, like if it was yesterday :D It was about 3 months ago) For me it took more than a year to just even understand the world of 3D so he's way better than me already. Can't wait to see all his ideas come alive.
Okay enough about Jack now, i would like to say many thanks to Konkei who was very kind to rezz me this building - I was searching for something like this everywhere but i knew i could use only his creation. -Thanks for your help!- He makes amazing modern buildings and whole cities, check his store HERE.
I also have to mention this bag i found, i love it! It's something different and edgy just how i like it... and its just 50 so dont hesitate to buy it if you going for an unique look! Find it here.
 

In The Air Tonight

This post will not be about SL so just scroll to the pictures if you not interested. What is happening now in our world worries me. And it's getting worse quicker and quicker year by year. When I was a child i couldn't think about anything else bad then the end of the world in 2012 -i was reading Mayan prophecies when i was 7 so actually i grew up with the thought we all gonna die from a planet and thats all- maybe the world really ended 3 years ago and what is happening now is worse than dying. Some people sit on our head and rule the world with hatred and money and always pick an area for themselves to destroy and "save". Doing it turning us against each other, blindfolding us not to know who our real enemy is... A few years ago i couldn't think it can happen anywhere in the "good democratic world". This May, when i left Hungary, i couldn't think it will happen very soon in my mother-country however i knew for long time that those fuckers who sitting in the parliament selling out our home to other more wealthy fuckers who doesn't know any other god but money. My nation is dying. And so is yours just you cannot see the signs yet. It would be time to forget about skin color, place of birth, religion and stick together to go against the real evil, that 1% who wants all this shit happen what happening now. Because not these dictators will ruin our world with their actions but we cos we let them do their shit. It's time to forget about "somebody else will protect me" or "save me", that's a lie, that will be a fake saviour. Only you can save yourself. Majority of the civilized, comfortable people doesn't know that or don't want to accept and that's why we are in deep shit. We've been told being looked after and being 'protected' which is not quite right yet. Believe me when it will happen you will wish it never did.
I've been quite down in the past few days because all this shit is getting to be real. They say not to worry about things that didn't happen yet but why is it better to stick my head in the ground instead of thinking about change? It's worse. My country is getting to be full of immigrants who been tricked by these people who sent them there as a puppet and soon they will realize it too and go against everybody. I'm worried about my home, my family, my friends. I hate humankind and often think i don't want to live on this planet anymore but then i have to keep going and distract myself cos i dont know anything anymore. The lines between good and bad been blurred. Brainwashed people convince the others of their right. I don't know in which group i'm in. Think about it for a second and you realize you don't know either. Thank you for reading this far. If you didn't yet, please start to think about defending yourself because noone else will if you don't.
Now i get back to distract myself and ask Jack to watch a cartoon maybe so i can get in the dreamworld for a while before falling back in the cruel reality.